#5: More breaking down over sui decidedly bad thoughts

An Endless Redundancy with Olly Woods

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Nobody's fault that we are all depressed.
I am genuinely sorry that anybody has been through what I have been through. You'd be looked at by those who have no experience, and that I do not wish that upon, as if they are mediators of my own doubts about life itself... Well: You have no decided quality, until something sincerely analyzed as, "Humankind", is believed to be seen within me.
Nobody cares.:
Some-fucking-times. I genuinely want to put a stop to it. If... you could hazard to attempt seeing that bond within a stranger, then you couldn't save a life... Don't patronise a strong ancestry. Don't feel the need to correct others who have been hurt. Don't insult their intelligence by misunderstanding their values, through as shite a perception as your own. As soon as I feel good, recently, I feel entirely alone as I've been motivated to feel, up until this point!
Tragedy is not enough to rest upon, and Comedy is a thin blue line between anger, and sadness.
If people want war... You won't find it here. Just a manically depressed, trigger depressed, bi-polar, and intelligent man, who does not need these thoughts. But, desires a serious change within the world as he sees it. I think within the regulations of others... I must tell you that you cannot correct my truly, and embodied pain. Nobody sees it. I just wish they did.
I've nobody, and that is feeling ever-unlikely to change.
I'll always love my entire family, and this note is just a bog-standard-note.
The poetry that crucifies my sense of self, admires much less than you realise.
Art is alive.
Many friends are already grieving.
Few good bonds are left for my romancing, solid, cold, soul.
However, I'd never give up if you showed me the pumpless-mass within your ribcage.
low self-esteem energy

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"I never thought to say this originally, because I wouldn't like to lose myself in a Social-Vacuum-Esque Hellscape.
Purely if you think I have something to be understood, or anything of value...
Then, and, only then.
Be a Fan.
I'm opening up the idea of conversational ramblings. I think I'm naturally born reactionary, but instilled within silence. Don't be silent...? I'm a rational Human-Rights advocate, and I create my own kindness adverse to systems of Politics, wherever possible. However I'm Just not a fan of Tories. Irony, however... makes me look at Hugh Dennis differently. Like a Human. Not a Toffee. Or John Cleese. Or countless other wealthy Artists I, "couldn't possibly", relate to."
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