🦋MOTIVATIONAL MONDAY MESSAGE!!! LET IT GO!!! 🦋

Love to Life 365

The growth and souls shadow work, the reassessment of my intentions and character, the brokenness and emptiness, the pain that summer of 2018 through early 2019 was soooo heavy, it was as if I was just here. Knowing I had purpose and these spiritual gifts to use to heal, uplift, and guide... I didn’t want the responsibility, I didn’t want to put myself out there, I didn’t want to be obedient. I was in a trance for months and I didn’t want to let go, I didn’t want to heal because feeling pain was better than feeling nothing. I was hurt to let go friendships, family members, and I almost let go of my marriage... Then I remember one night it had rained really hard and I didn’t know if I was dreaming or what and saw my cousins mother who is an ancestor and I just listened, I stood still and listened. I took in every word, every emotion, every instruction and bit of guidance. I was on the right track, but I was all over the place because I feared judgement and letting go. Depression consumed me and I had even stopped my podcast episodes after awhile as well. I was around all these people yet no one could see I was hurting and ready to check out. Spirit told me to write, so I wrote... it told me to use my gifts and help others so I did that, they(ancestors) allowed me to remember life lessons of various phases of my life and I began to share them via my podcast and post over time. I have learned so much and I am still learning... I will be 93 still learning life and I love being a student because it makes me a better teacher. There isn’t a soul outside of my husband and small circle who knows how much work I did to Grow-through that part of myself. It’s so much power, beauty, and strength in letting go and focusing on yourself. I didn’t just survive the pain, loneliness, persecution, expectations, self doubt and negative talk, loss of faith, and feeling like what I was doing didn’t matter. I conquered it!!! The more I began to focus on the things about myself that made me feel fearful, or smallI learned it was those same lessons that would put me on my path and purpose. The healing came, the insight came, the lessons were hidden blessings in plain sight, the gifts were so that I can guide and uplift my people. There is a root, a source to all things unhealed and it was in that transformation (my butterfly stage) that I realized that my healing, my happiness, my joy, my development is my responsibility and I didn’t have to settle and believe the lies I told myself. Instead I faced the truth... many truths... and guess what y’all... that was the worst and best moment of my life.🦋 It’s Motivational Monday, and Today’s message is “Let it Go”! #Letitgo #heal #selfanalysis #motivationmonday #motivation #healing #selfcare #selflove #selfhealing #baggage #deadweight #soar #thrive #elevate #evolve #selfforgiveness #gratitude #lessons #blessings #thegoddessloungepodcast #aramoixrose #dontgiveup #yougotpurpose #ibelieveinyou --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/lovetolife365/support